maria128

why??????

2006-05-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

Tell me....how does one person go on with your life when you feel like quitting? how will you learn to love again when you have been hurt a hundred times? how will you trust a man? is fairy tales and happy ending true? i had loved him for years...trusted him and he broke that....i am willing to forgive and forget because i love him. but why? love is a bitch,u know!

Invictus

2006-04-27T02:07:00.000-07:00

OUT of the night that covers me,

Black as the Pit from pole to pole,

I thank whatever gods may be

For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance

I have not winced nor cried aloud.

Under the bludgeonings of chance

My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears

Looms but the Horror of the shade,

And yet the menace of the years

Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,

How charged with punishments the scroll,

I am the master of my fate:

I am the captain of my soul.

dreams

2006-04-27T02:03:00.000-07:00

I used to have a life of dreams
Of paradise and fairy tales
I used to dream all day and night
Of princes,heroes and shining night

I wish i was in a dreamy place
Like Cinderella in a Ball
I wish i was in a magical land
Like Peter Pan in NeverLand

Until one day,i realized
There is no such things in real life
So now im living a life so real
Of empty smiles and broken dreams

Life....What is it for?

2006-04-27T01:26:00.000-07:00

A long time ago,it was just a dream..i dreamed of coming, to work and walk the streets of Manila. To see places i have only seen on television. I have been living here for 5 months, working in an office of one of its high-rise buildings. I could say that sana i should have been contented. My friends from the province call me "lucky". But am I? Im not.. If they only knew i missed them, the places i knew and been familiar with. That living here is like living in a jungle where you are the prey among the predators. One has to be careful. Because here, you have to fight tooth and nails to retain who and what you really are. And life...here? what is it for? you tell me...

2006-03-28T23:49:00.000-08:00